Oct 22, 2000
Desert sands,
They chafe my skin.
Exfoliating deadness away,
Cleansing…
In a whirlwind of fire,
Stealing my soul,
Scorching my body,
And tearing my heart.
Hot beneath my feet,
Slowly I'm sinking…
Dancing beneath the stars,
I feel the sickly pain.
Always I am thinking of you,
My heart longs to join yours.
My body yearns to follow you,
My soul needs to be with you.
As I leave these sands behind,
Some memories slip away,
But I remember the thoughts I had of you,
Alone with ...
Jun 27, 2000
Cold knife presses,
Metal touches flesh.
Gunshots ring in my head.
Screams until eternity - 'I'm free',
Driving me insane.
Blood spurts - do I feel pain?
My own pain.
I want to be without.
Then,
Nothing.
Silence
(Is golden).
Like silver.
Darkness.
Darkness scares me.
A vacuum,
In the void.
In my soul.
A flicker.
Then -
Nothing.
Jan 1, 2000
I like to see
The clouds in your eyes.
They show you're thinking.
I always see the clouds in your eyes.
CHORUS:
Thunderclouds
When you're angry,
Like candyfloss
When you smile,
And grey days
When you're sad.
And I say;
"I love the rain,
Love to hear it on the windowpane,
But I prefer sunrise."
You say;
"I like sunset
But I love getting wet,
No rain on the glass for me -
I want to feel it."
I look in your eyes and,
I don't see sunrise,
I see
The ...